Questionnaire

I have quite a long questionnaire to fill out and take to my appointment (just over 2 weeks to go now) and I was going to fill it in before so I am well-prepared. However, having read through it I think it is best to leave it until either the day before or even on the day as it asks how many times I have binged and purged/taken laxatives in the last week/month/year/etc. The questionnaire panics me. A lot. Mainly because I am trying so hard NOT to binge/purge/whatever that I feel like I either need to lie in it OR start bingeing now to justify my appointment. Now I know this is stupid and irrational because the problem is still very much there but I really want them to take me seriously and I feel that unless I am REALLY bad and obviously so they will put me to the back of the list or turn me away. I can’t lie, that isn’t an option for me as I need to be true to myself.

I wish I didn’t have 2 weeks to wait to stress about it and wind myself up even more.