Shopping for clothes is my idea of hell. I always feel out of place in women’s clothes shops and I have no idea of or interest in fashion. I have no idea what looks good so always opt for “safe” clothes. I avoid shopping like the plague and will only ever go alone if I am actually going to buy something so I end up wearing the same old clothes for years.
My biggest problem is that everytime I go clothes shopping I am a different size. With my various eating issues my weight fluctuates a lot and so I always have to try clothes on when buying new ones. I swear changing room mirrors are designed to make you feel enormous and clothes sizes vary massively in different shops. It is hell. Often, I get so upset, disheartened and panicky that by the second shop I have gone home…or gone to a food shop to make myself feel even worse.
I have tried going shopping with friends but I always feel like a spare part and SO uncomfortable next to all the pretty, fashionable girls. I have no idea what looks good and feel embarrassed trying things on when with others. So, I always end up following them round like a lost sheep or waiting by the door for them to finish.
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