Just had my weekly 1:1 with my boss here and she is really pleased with me. This is positive. This is something I need to remember when I am struggling. I can work AND fight. I don’t feel very good at my current role, I don’t feel like I am worth a lot however, other people seem to. This is something I know I need to hold onto and start to believe. I honestly don’t feel like I offer much in the way of work skills and I honestly don’t think I am very good at what I do. I work hard when I have work to do but never feel a sense of achievement. I just feel empty. Why is that? Why can I never be satisfied? Why am I never happy? Why can't I look at myself in the mirror? Why am I doing this to myself?
These are the questions I need to address. When I am ready.
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