ARGH! It is someone’s last day today and she has brought in LOTS of cakes. Not only that but she has left them right next to my desk and there is hardly anyone else in the office. It is like torture. I want to devour them all.
I don’t normally even work Thursdays but this week I am due to the Bank Holiday. I thought it might be good to have work as my distraction to my normal Thursday f*ck up but now I am really wishing I wasn’t here. The cakes are going to stare at me for another 3 and a half hours. I don’t know what is worse, being at home on my own all day or at work with cakes right by my desk.
Why can’t I just ignore them? Or be “normal” and just have one? Because I love cakes and it is a typical end of binge food, a food I generally deny myself as I can’t just have one I have to have more. Once I start eating, I lose control. HELP!!
I am trying to be strong, maybe I will make a coffee…
The most annoying thing about it is the fact I was doing ok this week and starting to feel a bit more positive about things. My appointment is less than a week away, I have filled out the questionnaire and, after the weekend, I am ready to hit this problem head on. I need to focus on that and not the cakes. I can be strong, I can ignore the bad food and I can get through the rest of the day. Wish me luck!
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