Having had a really lovely weekend with a very good friend of mine it has made me realise how much I have been neglecting those close to me because of my issues. I have been rubbish with people who are so precious to me and it makes me feel awful. However, it also makes me realise how much I want to fight this, how much I want to be able to see my closest friends and family more regularly and NOT either cancel at the last minute or just hide myself away.
I want to apologise to everyone and say that I am trying and I will be a better friend in future, once I have dealt with things enough to be able to stick to plans and keep up arrangements. For those people I do manage to see more regularly, I promise to be more alert and concentrate more when I am with you not feel distracted or not want to be there.
I love you all and I really want to beat this. Once and for all so I can enjoy the good times and have fun with you all again xxx
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